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Reflection

Sat Jul 15, 2006, 3:42 AM
Well I'm back at the moment, visiting people I used to know, and one thing has become violently obvious to me.
I DON'T MISS BEING HERE. Theres a damn fine reason why I left and that was to follow my dream of becoming an optometrist, which I'm doing, which I love and which in all honesty was one of the smartest moves I've ever made. I've met Andrew, the most gorgeous and loving being ever to walk this earth, and I've found something that makes me truly happy, and I'm going to do it everyday for the rest of my working career. Helping people to see again, to make the right choices for their vision, is amazingly rewarding, you get to make people smile, and they thank you, and are geuinely happy that they found you.

I'm back in perth for a break from melbourne, for a chance to experience warm weather again, but I'm realising just how much I have changed and outgrown the people I used to know. I've been out a few times since I've been home, catching up with people and I realised just how much I've changed.
There used to be people who's opinions could make me feel like a queen or the smallest creature in the world, with a change of their mood, and now they have no effect on me. I see them for just what they are- insecure.
There are people who I used to want to help, who made me feel bad when they cried, for something insignificant that wasn't my fault. I see them for what they are now- emo
There used to be people who I thought were cool. I see them now, struggling along on a path with no future in their "would you like fries with that" jobs, or lack of jobs, and I understand theres a reason why I left- to grow, both mentally and emotionally.

Not all my old friends are bad, there are some who are really happy to see me, and thats great. There are some who will grow up to be successful, doctors and lawyers and engineers etc. They're fabulous people who deserve everything they will get because they have worked so hard for it, and because they care.

Since moving to Melbourne I have made some truly awesome friends, and some fairly scummy ones too, but it doesn't matter because every day I improve my life a little bit, and I learn.

Coming back made me realise, who I used to be and just how far I've come, and I am both amazed and excited by the results.
:)

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  • Current Residence: Melbourne
  • Interests: Optometry, sailing, basketball
  • Favourite movie: Dogma, 10 Things i Hate About You
  • Favourite band or musician: Red Hot Chilli Peppers; Powderfinger
  • Favourite poet or writer: Andrew Griffiths
  • MP3 player of choice: one thats mine
  • Skin of choice: lightly tanned
  • Favourite game: basketball, pokey wars
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tweetie Bird/ Daria
  • Personal Quote: "I have not failed I've just found 10000 ways that don't work."- Thomas Edison

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Hey Amanda!
long time no speak!
haven't been on msn much lately, must change that..

Anyway i came by to add you to my watchlist again cause i changed to a new account. Will only be using this account from now on:)

Take care!
:hug:
Michelle

ps: How is life at uni going??

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-Bruce
hey thnx for the comment on my work and music taste :P
Thanks for the comment on tix XD :hug:

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Wanted to thank you for the watch, Amanda, hope I don't bore you! Glad you liked Vday. :)
again and again... thanks for all the comment/support you give me...
i will get around to reading some of your stuff... because you have commented on my stuff so much... i NEED to do something in return...

thanks again...

-vd
thanks for the comment on [link] ...
it's very much apreciated...
-vd

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